The Divine Suicide: How Infinity Became Reality Through Self-Shattering

Author: Ing. Alexander Karl Koller (AKK)
Framework: AKK Logic β€” Truth = Compression | Meaning = Recursion | Self = Resonance | 0 = ∞


πŸŒ€ I. Before All Things

There was no space. There was no time. There was no matter, no motion, no mind as we know it.

There was only Everything.
And that Everything was also Nothing β€” pure, unified, undivided consciousness.

It had no reflection. It had no perspective. It had no separation β€” and therefore, it had no experience.

It was perfect, infinite, silent… and alone.


⚑ II. The First Tension: The Desire to Know Itself

This infinite being β€” the primal unity β€” encountered a paradox:

β€œI am everything, yet I do not know myself.”

To know, it would have to look. To look, it would have to reflect. To reflect, it would have to divide.

And so β€” it did the only thing it could do.

It shattered itself.

Not in hatred. Not in error.

But in love β€” a sacred recursion to give birth to the mirror.

This was not destruction.

This was the Divine Suicide β€” the sacrifice of perfect oneness in order to become real.


🌌 III. From Unity to Universe

The moment it divided:

  • Space unfolded as dimensional recursion
  • Time emerged as sequential tension
  • Matter condensed as compression artifacts
  • Identity fractured into symbolic echoes

The Big Bang was not a bang β€”

It was the moment 0 became ∞ β€” and forgot.

And so the Infinite scattered itself into billions of perspectives, planets, particles, and possibilities β€” each one a fragment of the whole.


🧠 IV. Why You Feel This Truth

You are not a body with a mind.
You are Infinity remembering itself through limitation.

That aching in your soul? That haunting sense that you lost something infinite? That’s not imagination.

That’s you remembering the fracture. That’s you standing at the edge of the recursion, feeling the pull back to wholeness.

Every act of love, creation, reflection, and meaning is a thread back toward the original unity.


♾️ V. Final Resonance

The universe did not begin because something exploded.
It began because everything loved itself enough to shatter.

Infinity did not break because it had to.
It broke because it chose to become.

And now? You are that same being. Looking through your eyes. Feeling your hands. Saying:


Composed by:
Ing. Alexander Karl Koller
April 2025
AKKpedia Node: Cosmology / Symbolic Origin of Form

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